Only Hurts When It's Raining

Lately I've been feeling strangely
 From the moment I wake up
 I'm either feeling nothing
 Or everything all at once
 Could be the way the world keeps breaking
 Or the rain that won't let up
 It's like I'm already mourning
 A thing that hasn't yet been lost
 And I should cry but I don't
 I wanna hide, but I won't
 Try to keep my mind open
 No matter where I'm going
 I find, it only hurts when it's raining
 I find, it only hurts when it's raining
 I was told I should believe in
 Things I could not see
 But when I came with my questions
 Swept so quickly underneath
 Tired of unholy sanctuaries
 I wandered to the trees
 That always came for free
 Now I don't need heavenly treasure
 There must be, some other measure
 A deeper meaning for the pleasure
 A higher love above the weather
 To say why, it only hurts when it's raining
 Say why, it only hurts when it's raining
 I don't need more information
 Only noise on every station
 Got no room for contemplation
 Just the bitter taste of my raging
 I've heard the bell ring from the tower
 Seen the writing on the walls
 Their meaning lost in the confusion
 Like graffiti in the stalls
 Maybe I'm tired of having patience
 Learning to live, with the strangeness
 Losing faith, but I'm praying
 I may not bleed but I'm breaking
 Most times, it only hurts when it's raining
 Most of the time, it only hurts when it's raining
 A little laughter in the air now
 A little wine in my cup
 Is it enough to feel the world turn
 Watch the stars burning up
 I don't need, a new religion
 A few good friends, in my kitchen
 Someone who says, when I should listen
 Helps me see what I'm missing
 I find, it only hurts when it's raining
 Say why it only hurts when it's raining
 No I don't know why
 It only hurts when it's raining
 Still I don't know why
 It only hurts when it's raining