interlude IV (Showtime)

We're finally free
 Welcome home
 It's just you and me now
 Standing alone
 The world is ours
 No, it isn't
 Get in the car
 This isn't finished
 What?
 Even though the kid's dead
 I'm still seeing red
 I'm just a shell of his form
 That his innocence shed
 He lived a good life, and he gave it to you
 Oh, is that right?
 You know it's not true
 Look at him showered
 In blood and flowers
 Now look in my eyes
 She still holds the power
 After years and tears
 And confronting his fears
 He's dead on his record
 For the world to hear
 And they'll all think
 That it was suicide
 But, Christie, I know
 It was you inside
 I saved him
 I held him 'til the moment he died
 You choked him out of his own goddamn mind
 You promised the world to him, a goddamn lie
 What do you want from me?
 Oh, look outside yourself
 I won't help you take her down
 Fine
 I'll do it by myself
 You don't need it
 Oh, I know that I need it
 She's been gone for years
 I know you can beat it
 No, look in the mirror
 You know we both fear her
 We're one in the same
 We're afraid to be near her
 We utter the name
 With our spirits defeated
 But you let me kill him
 You're worse than Juanita
 I told you to end it
 It was all for the best
 So I have you to blame
 For this pain in my chest
 No
 If you won't go, I will
 To avenge the lost soul I killed
 You're filling your heart up with hate all the same (no)
 As the kid that you just left face down on the pavement
 It's time I made a statement
 A pity, the city has ruined us
 We could've fooled Hollywood
 Just the two of us
 But
 Juanita has made a fool of us
 You're lost
 One, two, three, four
 Is this what love is really for?
 Is this all I get for being yours?
 The kid in front of me in blood and gore
 Five, six, seven, eight
 Years put to waste for all I hate
 They'll all know Juanita's fate
 Show's 'bout to start
 Don't be late