Chemicals

chemicals I'm wading
 thought I heard you saying
 you love me more than words could ever groan
 chemicals I'm wading
 all my skin is grating
 like stars giving birth inside my bones
 and the things that I am leaving
 I could've killed myself for grieving
 the things you give away are the things you own
 chemicals I'm walking
 thought I heard you talking
 missing you is half of what's on my mind
 chemicals I'm walking
 a genius' waste in chalking
 the foolish man that turns fields into lines
 as the lines become our cities
 can we hide behind the buildings
 muttering things, things and asking why
 chemicals I'm breaking
 a paper man is shaken
 figures fall like leaves in the first of cold
 chemicals I'm breaking
 thought I'd been forsaken
 I've wasted so much time waiting to be bold
 as I scream crucify and kill me
 and watch the spear pierce and spill me
 feel the light across my face as you roll the stone