Everything I Ever Thought I Knew

I thought I was an outcast
 I thought I stood alone
 A rogue, a theif, a joker
 No place to call my own
 I thought no one could love me
 And how could I have known I was wrong
 Oh so wrong
 And then I thought I found it
 A dream that I could share
 I thought I was so lucky
 It almost wasn't fair
 I thought I knew my purpose
 I thought that I knew where I belong
 But I was wrong
 Everything I ever thought I knew
 Where I've been, where I'm going
 Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue
 Could've guessed, should've known
 Now I do
 Everything I've yearned for
 Everything I planned
 All my sweetest memories were castles made of sand
 Now that it's all crumbling, help me understand
 If none of it was really me, Then who am I suppose to be?
 And everything I ever thought I knew
 Every hope, every feeling
 Love and trust and happiness
 They're done, they're gone, they're through
 And what's left, me alone
 Once again, should've known
 Now I do
 I guess my life meant nothing
 I guess it was a sham
 I guess I'm someone else now
 I wonder who I am