If I Close My Eyes Forever

Baby
 I get so scared inside, and I don't really understand
 Is it love that's on my mind, or is it fantasy?
 Heaven
 Is in the palm of my hand, and it's waiting here for you
 What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy?
 If I close my eyes forever
 Will it all remain unchanged?
 If I close my eyes forever
 Will it all remain the same?
 Sometimes
 It's hard to hold on
 So hard to hold on to my dreams
 It isn't always what it seems
 When you're face to face with me
 You're like a dagger
 And stick me in the heart
 And taste the blood from my blade
 And when we sleep, would you shelter me
 In your warm and darkened grave?
 If I close my eyes forever
 Will it all remain unchanged?
 If I close my eyes forever
 Will it all remain the same?
 Will you ever take me?
 No, I just can't take the pain
 But would you ever trust me?
 No, I'll never feel the same, Oh
 I know I've been so hard on you
 I know I've told you lies
 If I could have just one more wish
 I'd wipe the cobwebs from my eyes
 If I close my eyes forever
 Will it all remain unchanged?
 If I close my eyes forever
 Will it all remain the same?
 Close your eyes