Self-Destruct

So why do I fall
 For all of my faults
 If I don't feel like dying? (Dying)
 I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
 I feel my scars
 And still I don't learn
 You watch me burn
 Inside a fire I set
 I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise that I've ever made
 So why do I fall
 For all of my faults?
 If I don't feel like dying
 It shouldn't be this hard
 It's under my skin
 Feel it in my bones
 If I don't feel like trying (trying)
 I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
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 I fall apart
 I see no return
 I've come to terms with
 The other side that's waiting, patient
 If I can't break the cycle what's the point?
 Everything I touch ends up destroyed
 I hold onto anything I can to fill the void
 And It's a mess but
 I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise that I have ever made
 So why do I fall
 For all of my faults?
 If I don't feel like dying
 It shouldn't be this hard
 It's under my skin
 Feel it in my bones
 If I don't feel like trying (trying)
 I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
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 I leave the venom inside
 Forever will I
 Keep the same energy, dead or alive
 I cut it off, fucking lost
 But it's done to myself
 I lay exploded, never calling for help
 So why do I fall
 For all of my faults?
 If I don't feel like dying
 It shouldn't be this hard
 It's under my skin
 Feel it in my bones
 If I don't feel like trying (dying)
 I pull out the pin, I self-destruct
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 I self-destruct