if depression gets the best of me

Empty, and numb
 ♪
 Still can't get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I left
 Help me, I'm scared
 'Cause the one thing on my mind
 Is for me to disappear
 So mama when I die
 Please hold in your cry
 Just know that when I'm gone
 I'll always be right by your side
 And lover, when I leave
 I know that we don't speak
 I'm sorry that I failed you
 But you meant the world to me
 ♪
 I lost my sight
 
 I still can't see all the places
 Where there might be light
 I used to stare
 At the mirror, now I don't
 'Cause when I do I see a ghost
 It's not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered
 I'm tryna be better
 But I feel under the weather
 So mama when I die
 Please hold in your cry
 Just know that when I'm gone
 I'll always be right by your side
 And lover when I leave
 I know that we don't speak
 I'm sorry that I failed you
 You deserve better than me
 So mama when I die
 Please hold in your cry
 Just know that when I'm gone
 I'll always be right by your side
 And lover when I leave
 I know that we don't speak
 I'm sorry that I failed you
 ♪
 You deserve better than me
 
 Empty, and numb
 ♪
 Still can't get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I left
 Help me, I'm scared
 'Cause the one thing on my mind
 Is for me to disappear
 So mama when I die
 Please hold in your cry
 Just know that when I'm gone
 I'll always be right by your side
 And lover, when I leave
 I know that we don't speak
 I'm sorry that I failed you
 But you meant the world to me
 ♪
 I lost my sight
 
 I still can't see all the places
 Where there might be light
 I used to stare
 At the mirror, now I don't
 'Cause when I do I see a ghost
 It's not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered
 I'm tryna be better
 But I feel under the weather
 So mama when I die
 Please hold in your cry
 Just know that when I'm gone
 I'll always be right by your side
 And lover when I leave
 I know that we don't speak
 I'm sorry that I failed you
 You deserve better than me
 So mama when I die
 Please hold in your cry
 Just know that when I'm gone
 I'll always be right by your side
 And lover when I leave
 I know that we don't speak
 I'm sorry that I failed you
 ♪
 You deserve better than me