If I'm Being Honest

If I'm being honest with myself
 I'm heartbroken over you
 I haven't known you long but I can tell
 That I'm pinning too much on you
 It hurts to feel like I could care
 I'm trying not to but I can't stop
 I want to know how you're doing and be there
 If I'm being honest with myself
 I'm too dramatic in times like these
 Keep tiptoeing right up to the edge
 Of impossible feelings
 I wish I had control over this
 It makes me feel very small
 That you might think I'm insignificant
 That you might not care at all
 Did I imagine it all?
 I don't trust my sense of time
 I may have got it mixed up in my mind
 And I want to know
 I don't want to think about the end
 I want only beginnings
 Deep inside my fantasy where
 I'm most comfortable residing
 It's not like I've never known love
 But every time I fall, I fall so far