Past Life

I don't really wanna talk about it
 Honestly I'm better off without it
 I try and run but I'm still surrounded
 In my head I just keep on drowning
 Memories of you seem so cloudy
 I forget about the pain around me
 I remember all the pain when you ain't around me
 Blue skies look grey when you ain't around me
 I don't know why you change everything about me
 I can't even say all the ways that you made me happy
 I'd dive into flames just to make you happy
 But I know me and you just can't be happy
 I don't know
 I don't know why you've been in my head
 Every single time I tell myself I'm done again
 And everytime you say you hate me, end up in my bed
 I know your actions never matching what your words said
 When I met you feel like it was for the second time
 Tell me why I know it's wrong but it feels right
 Tell me why you visit me in my dreams every night
 I don't know why I can't forget about all of the times that we shared
 You tell me that you don't wanna be falling in love again
 Cos' everytime that you fall you too scared
 I saw your baggage and I didn't care
 Cos' we all got demons that we never share
 No matter the problem or time that you're calling
 I told you I promise I'd always be there
 And then I cared
 But you think that Imma be just like your ex
 So you shut it down before I even mess
 Up in your head you already convinced
 That I'll do the same cos' you got it from him
 It's bout where we going and not where we been
 We built these walls just to not let them in
 And I'll break em' down just so I can begin
 You shouldn't burn bridges until you can swim
 I see your face on like every page
 When I sit down to write, God you stay on my brain
 It's like your love a light I get burned by your flame
 And it always burns bright just like I'm gasoline
 The passion is sane and it cannot be tamed
 When we come together there's beauty in pain
 But when we apart it should probably stay
 Cos sometimes our destinies cannot be changed