Next To U

I know I got a problem
 It all started with me
 I wanted something special wasnt what I thought it should be
 It's never easy when you're growing up so passionately
 Irrationally so your beauty wanted to be
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 All I needed was your hands on my head
 Ocean blue and your waters as you sawm in my bed
 Got confused as we cuddled all the words that we said
 Now im in a puddle with my heart bleeding red
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 Was my pillow you assulting my touch
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 Was a fellow didnt talk to much
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 Was my joy puddy all in your clutch
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 Was a boy with his feet getting stuck
 In a maze full of feelings
 Like I started to rush when I looked into your eyes saw a flower so crushed
 Never knew I could have hurt you getting harder to trust
 And I felt so insecure like I'm ready to bust
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 Next to you
 Another silly love sick fool
 Do you wanna be with me? Think I want to be with you
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 Don't know what I'm going to do
 Do you want to be with me? Think I want to be with you
 Another silly love sick fool
 Do you wanna be with me? think i want to be with you
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 I never said im perfect
 I got some issues to solve
 It's like a blew a circuit and planet earth still revolve
 We in the land of serpents
 And I know brothers could foul
 Trying to find my purpose I hope you're feeling me now.
 I've travelled many places seen symbols and signs
 It's like we're telepathic because you be reading my mind
 I see you always glisten? I'm always peeing your shine.
 Deep in my heart i'm wishing commitment was on my mind
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 Something beautiful eclispes with the moon
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 something immuteable hits with a bomb
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 Feeling selfish Cause I cant give it all
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 We aint eating right up after the fall?
 When I see over the other side I couldnt be wrong
 When i hide away my fears I see the cracks in the door
 Then we argue and we fuss and it doesnt take long
 And I doubt about that love we made in the morn.
 Next to you
 Another silly love sick fool
 Do you wanna be with me? Think I want to be with you
 Next to you
 Don't know what I'm going to do
 Do you want to be with me? Think I want to be with you
 Another silly love sick fool
 Do you wanna be with me? Think I want to be with you
 Next to you
 Hey...
 Over analytic, you see a critic was born on an october morning when my momma was strong.
 Searching in my heart to find it but I feel like a stone.
 Turned cold in the morn where I want to go home.
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 blowing kisses trying to make it alright.
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 Saying prayers I hope they last for a night.
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 I'm not a player let the loving be right.
 Gotta take a leap of faith if I want to take flight.
 Next to you...