Sorry

Sometimes it's hard to say I'm sorry yo
 Yo, eh, my raps written in a whirlwind, so if my tail spin
 Just point at me and I'll begin where the twirl ends
 It's difficult to open up, wounds that never shut
 And watch it bleed while these rap critics eat it up
 But such is destiny, a limit of choice
 I'm the coppertone chiller, with the little kid voice
 Used to never talk, thoughts too deep, they're philosophical
 To drop interpretations, quite logical
 Systematic pressure, I ingest and write my letters
 The misery, visibly, breaking me, physically
 I walk around half-smiles, hiding pain deep, knowing that I ain't feelin
 Right and it's hard to sleep subconsciously worry about my mom and poppa
 She want another life where she marry her a doctor
 And after all these years it's just tears
 She wanted something more, but it's hard to shift the gears
 Pops stressin out, didn't know he did nuttin wrong
 Apologetic, say your sorry but the hurt has been done
 Same old song, but I don't understand the melody
 Treated like a criminal, third strike felony
 Its hard as fuck when you see your pop cry
 Lookin deep into my face never blinkin an eye
 Say your sorry
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 Sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody
 Sorry, never knew I was hurtin you
 I'm sorry
 Yo this is for the ladies that I did wrong, it's sort of crazy
 That I would write these words up in a song, hopin' maybe
 To get some closure, relationship's already over
 I'm healthy and I'm sober, no brownies made of doja
 Born in october, I'm a libra in my placement
 The qualities of my sign, they leave me here adjacent
 To romance, I can't say I've been faithul
 I've cheated many times, for experience I'm grateful
 Even, bleak and honest, posturin like a madonnas
 While kissin' on your neck, pullin' deeper marijuanas
 Manipulatin, you was giving, I was taking
 My girl we've been forsaken, like muslims eating bacon
 It's kinda squalor, I dont know what else to call it
 You opened up your heart and I had to go and spoil it
 This is for the sisters who I really got deep
 Nicky, Jackie, 'ueen Afuya, Big T
 All due respect 'cause we met for a purpose
 I hope you ain't ashamed cause the time wasn't worthless
 I'm sorry
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 Sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody
 Sorry, never knew I was hurtin' you
 I'm sorry
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 To all my homies gettin my back, I'm never lonely
 If I ever dis, raised a fist, I was only
 Caught up in the moment, thought you was my opponent
 I saw myself in you for a minute, and I wanted
 To fight me, likely I was mad at self
 Sometimes it's easier to blame someone else
 Without ya'll couldn't stand the constant demands of livin rap life
 It's only right that we bear, together against the restless tides of oppression
 I'm firin' rhymes like smith n' wessun
 Progression is made with a simple step, even Jesus wept
 I'm lettin ya know too long, these feelings kept
 Inside of my mind, true friends hard to find
 Now that I let it out, we gotta shine 'cause I'm so sorry