A Violent Delight

Deception, only feature
 A pestilential attribute as your fame
 A lesson you neglect to ascertain
 You just disrupt, disgust, distrust, dig up, make fuss
 Enough's enough and I never want to see you again
 Before I knew it, I was playing a part in this pathetic dog
 And pony act you called a better living
 To think that everything could worsen with our sins
 I should have known that everyone around me
 Was cursed with a sense of loss
 Just a lesser cause, building me up just to be dropped
 I'll always end up questioning you
 "Why so condescending with your undertones?"
 If I go, then you'll surely fail to stay afloat
 The price rose, now your life is just a debt you owe
 All I know is that I might take it
 But I can't take it
 Now I can't take this dependency on
 Everything that doesn't defend me at all
 I dissolve just to feel the debilitation
 Creep in and crawl across the walls of my conscience
 I never want to sit amongst the ones talking dog shit
 If everything is nothing, how come I can't just drop this?
 If happiness is coming, how come I haven't caught it all to myself?
 I'm becoming a monster and far from capable of branching
 Out for help to the ones who have sworn to me absolution
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 Send me a sign that I'll get better
 You can tell me a lie, I won't remember
 When I'm ready to die, I'll leave a letter
 If I hand you a knife, sign your initials
 It's a series of losses that halts our progression
 If the searing would pause, I could stop our resentment
 With an eerie applause, I am drawn to your presence
 If I show you my flaws
 Show me your devils
 With the steel cold, we'll find warmth in something grimmer
 Still born
 I'll show you my devils
 With the steel cold, we'll find warmth in something grimmer
 Still born