Better By Now

The same time for the third day this week
 Maybe this will be the one where my feelings change
 Your hand in mine in the passenger seat
 Convincing you that it'll stay the same, but, it won't stay the same
 'Cause I don't feel it
 I was hoping you could help me
 Get where you are, fix where I'm not
 But it's not like that
 I don't wanna fight the feeling
 Should this be easy?
 Do I even love you? I think I love you, but I should love you better by now
 I should love you better by now, I should've figured it all out
 I don't need you as much as I need to, and I don't miss you enough when you're not around
 If I don't love you better by now, I don't think I'll ever know how
 They say, "When you know you know"
 Well maybe I don't know myself
 I'll admit that I'm afraid I wouldn't even cry
 If I saw you driving around with somebody else
 It's so selfish
 That I don't want the consequence
 But how come when I tell you I love you
 I say it under my breath
 Like there's a secret that I'm keeping from myself
 Do I even love you? I think I love you, but I should love you better by now
 I should love you better by now, I should've figured it all out
 I don't need you as much as I need to, and I don't miss you enough when you're not around
 If I don't love you better by now, I don't think I'll ever know how
 I don't think I'll ever know how
 If I don't love you better by now
 I don't think I'll ever know how
 It won't stand the test of time
 I know it, I know it, I know it
 You say, "Give it one more try"
 But what's the point if
 I know it, I know it?
 It won't stand the test of time
 I know it, I know it, I know it
 You say, "Give it one more try"
 You don't know how hard I've been trying
 Do I even love you? I think I loved you, but I should love you better by now
 I should love you better by now, I should've figured it all out
 I don't need you as much as I need to, and I don't miss you enough when you're not around
 If I don't love you better by now (Why can't I love you better by now?)
 I don't think I'll ever know how (I wish I loved you better by now)
 If I don't love you better by now (Why can't I love you better by now?)
 I don't think I'll ever know how (I wish I loved you better by now)
 You should drop me off at my house, if I don't love you better by now