Recognizing Fate

Deep in the soil
 Trembling silence
 Stones in the making
 Tension release
 Digging a hole
 Blood sweat and tears
 No rest and no sleep
 Then - I found a key
 Teeth shimmering silvery grin
 Mocking yet serene
 Gethsename staring indifferent
 Stunning beauty in green
 At once obsessed
 Obedient without parole
 Substract, withdraw
 A piece of the soul
 Deeper and deeper
 Searching for years for
 Something to open
 I could not see
 My science for god
 My modus operandi
 Of understanding
 Stood in the way
 This is the turning point
 The moment of truth
 Consider every piece of knowledge
 Gathered during this pursuit
 Confined, locked in
 Convinced there has to be more
 Browsing through all the schematics
 Looking for a door
 "In the councils of government, we must guard against the acquisition of unwarranted influence, whether sought or unsought, by the military-industrial complex.
 The potential for the disastrous rise of misplaced power exists and will persist.
 We must never let the weight of this combination endanger our liberties or democratic processes.
 We should take nothing for granted."
 "The prospect of domination of the nation's scholars by Federal employment, project allocations, and the power of money is ever present and is gravely to be regarded.
 Yet, in holding scientific research and discovery in respect, as we should, we must also be alert to the equal and opposite danger that public policy could itself become the captive of a scientific technological elite."
 [Dwight D. Eisenhower, Military-Industrial Complex Speech, 1961]
 What are the odds
 What's the statistic
 Is there a reason
 Or is it pure chance
 No treasure box
 Or safety deposit
 No secret doorway
 The lock was in me
 Teeth shimmer, reflecting the grin
 A familiar looking chin
 Six digit figures could never
 Buy the state I'm in
 At once I'm blessed
 Once splintered now become whole
 Increase, expand
 The reach of the soul
 I realize now that what we seek is not of an external nature
 But rather to fully grasp the full potential of ourselves
 We were born with the most sophisticated equipment known to us
 Yet we spend most of our lives searching for something else
 Something to come along and rid us of our boredom
 As if we were afraid to look into ourselves
 Afraid of what we might find
 Nothing scares me more than this fear