Devil Outside the Door

I hear the devil laughing think he's right outside the door
 If this is it I wonder what my sorry life was for
 For all the things I've done it seems that Hell is my reward
 I was raised up on the Bible to be let down by the Lord
 Jesus I am asking one last time if You are there
 Send some kind of sign for me and show me that You care
 I'm down here on my prayin' bones ashamed of all my pride
 Please tell me You'll be waiting when I reac h the other side
 tell 'em all I said goodbye ain't no turnin' back this time
 And you can tell 'em not to cry tell 'em all that I am feelin' fine
 Who cares if it's a lie the truth is just a waste of time...
 Easy to leave it all behind, cuz it was never really mine
 It wasn't s'posed to be like this why wasn't everything OK
 One too many one last kiss too many ones that got away
 Sick of always fallin' down think I'll stay just as I lie
 Throw some dirt on me.throw some dirt and walk on by
 Don't shake your fucking heads not while your looking down on me
 Cuz you ain't got a clue and I don't need your sympathy
 Nobody can help me now my time for saving is long gone
 I threw it all away must be a million years ago
 Old Scratch is on his way now, he's coming up to get his prize
 I'm down here on my prayin' bones forgive me for my pride
 Kiss her goodbye for me and tell her that I tried
 Now Hell's the only thing that's waitin' for me on the other side