Feelosophizin'

I see obliteration waiting for me
 An implication I could never believe
 What it meant when I'm dead
 Fear the end, futile dread
 Acceptance never came to me so easy
 Hung up by a fear that lived inside me
 Seconds pass, baited breathe
 Time can't stop in this place
 Oh no
 Should you wait for me holding out thinking that I'll ever change?
 Do you want to save me?
 Turn the page
 My mind is stuck
 On words I can't remember
 My strength is drained
 I can't keep up
 But I will not surrender
 All along
 The past has shown
 That fear is not the answer
 I keep myself
 Steady now
 My covers blown
 Do you really want to know
 All that lies beneath the surface of me
 It's the charade
 Everything I'm hiding falls into the deep
 Oh no
 Should you wait for me holding out thinking that I'll ever change?
 Do you want to save me?
 Turn the page
 My mind is stuck
 On words I can't remember
 My strength is drained
 I can't keep up
 But I will not surrender
 All along
 The past has shown
 That fear is not the answer
 I keep myself
 Steady now
 My covers blown
 Turn the page
 My mind is stuck
 On words I can't remember
 My strength is drained
 I can't keep up
 But I will not surrender
 All along
 The past has shown
 That fear is not the answer
 I keep myself
 Steady now
 My covers blown
 And I told you
 If you pushed too hard
 And I told you
 That I'd come undone
 (I've come undone!) I'll take my time
 Until I find what is eating me up inside
 (I've come undone!) Clear my mind
 Try to make up the time
 That I wasted on things
 That I thought would make me feel alive
 (I've come undone!) Can't find a rhyme or reason
 (I've come undone!) Self exploration season