Sad Forever

I wake up feeling not okay, just the same as yesterday
 I mean I can't keep my thoughts straight, no need to explain
 Don't wanna live life stuck in this headspace
 And I hope things start to change
 Might go crazy if they stay the same
 Because this life is a fast race, and I'm in last place
 And I don't wanna be (sad forever)
 And you know sometimes I try to be somebody I'm not
 I still got problems with my body, think 'bout it a lot
 And I could tell you that I'm sorry, but you know what, I'm not
 'Cause this is who I am
 And I know sometimes I get a little stuck in my head
 Telling everyone around me that I wish I was dead
 But I think the way I'm thinking needs some changing instead
 'Cause I love who I am
 Oh, this is where I'm at
 This is what I dress like, this is how I act
 You cannot make me feel like it is now or never
 I don't want to be sad forever
 Oh, this is who I am
 You say you don't like it, I don't give a damn
 You cannot make me feel like it is now or never
 I'm not gonna be sad forever
 I don't wanna be, so I'm not gonna be (oh-oh)
 I don't wanna be sad forever
 I don't wanna be, so I'm not gonna be
 I don't wanna be sad forever
 I like watching Spy Kids 3 with the 3D glasses on
 And I know every single word to every old school pop punk song
 And I know you're watching me and thinking, where did he go wrong?
 But I can tell you that I'm fine and all my business is my own
 And I bet you're probably thinking that I'm stuck in my ways
 'Cause I can sit on my computer and do nothing for days
 And to you, I might be crazy but for me, it's okay
 'Cause this is who I am
 And maybe I don't clean my room up just as much as I should
 But I can play ukulele, and it sounds kind of good
 Go ahead and try to test me 'cause I wish that you would
 I still love who I am (whoa)
 Oh, this is where I'm at
 This is what I dress like, this is how I act
 You cannot make me feel like it is now or never
 I don't want to be sad forever
 Oh, this is who I am
 You say you don't like it, I don't give a damn
 You will not make me feel like it is now or never
 I'm not gonna be sad forever
 I don't wanna be, so I'm not gonna be (oh-oh)
 I don't wanna be sad forever
 I don't wanna be, so I'm not gonna be
 I don't wanna be sad forever
 Oh, this is where I'm at
 This is what I dress like, this is how I act
 You cannot make me feel like it is now or never (nope)
 Oh, this is where I'm at
 This is what I dress like, this is how I act
 You cannot make me feel like it is now or never
 I don't want to be sad forever
 Oh, this is who I am
 You say you don't like it, I don't give a damn
 You will not make me feel like it is now or never
 I'm not gonna be sad forever, oh