For the Last Time

My sweetness, what have you done?
 Thinking awful thoughts of what you have become
 My sweetness, turned yourself to hate
 All the precious things you once said about my fate
 My sickness, what have you become?
 All these dark things stirring up at once
 My sickness, it is now too late
 To take back my dreams, cast this shadow away
 Close the doors, turn out the light
 Say goodbye, for the last time
 My sickness used to be so sweet
 I'm laughing at my own pathetic self defeat
 My sweetness, you are so sick
 Makes me wonder how I lived with all your shit
 My insides torn up in shreds
 Peel away the flesh, show my inner threads
 My self left, so I wonder who is here
 Telling you truths, but making it so unclear