Blackmarketmonkeymagic

(Let it go)
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 How could this happen again?
 This room is starting to spin
 I feel the panic setting in
 I've got this pain in my chest
 I can't catch my breath
 All I know is I'm a fucking wreck
 Something feels so wrong
 I thought that I was stronger
 When did I start slipping?
 How did I end up here?
 How long have I been gone for?
 I don't remember anything
 I can't believe it's happening all over again
 My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend
 That I'm getting over it
 I'm not getting over it (let it go)
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 I'm hyperventilating
 Feels like I'm suffocating
 These walls are closing in around me
 I can't escape myself
 My life's a living hell
 My mind's a captive and my body is a prison cell
 I'm afraid
 I think I've lost control
 My head is racing but these thoughts are not my own
 No sign of slowing down
 I guess I'm in it now
 Should I let go or should I ride it out?
 I can't believe it's happening all over again
 My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend
 That I'm getting over it
 I'm not getting over it
 So I scream in my sleep and I sweat through my sheets
 On the nights when I can't wake up
 Or I lay awake 'til the sunlight breaks
 Afraid of the dreams that may come
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 I can't believe it's happening all over again
 My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend
 That I'm getting over it
 I'm not getting over it
 I can't believe it's happening all over again
 My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend that
 That I'm getting over it
 I'm not getting over it (let it go)