All The Ways I Could Die

Stumbling home through the rain
 Temptations tattooed on my brain
 Wondering, "Why can't I just be
 Happy with me as I am?"
 Suffering through all the signs
 Blind to all the times I was fine
 Used to say, "I don't play fair, I play god
 And that's all that I've got"
 I just can't wait to go sit in my room
 Contemplate all the ways I could die
 Self sabotage is an old friend of mine
 And self-care just isn't worth the time
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 (Self care just isn't worth the time)
 Seeing sound
 Crisis abound
 Found nobody's really themselves
 Paradise wasted on me
 Now let's see how I fail by design
 I just can't wait to go sit in my room
 Contemplate all the ways I could die
 Self sabotage is an old friend of mine
 And self-care just isn't worth the time
 Done rearranging my mind for the chase
 Won't let all my ambition go to waste
 If everything's nothing, then what's left to blame?
 It all changes, and nothing's the same
 Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
 Watch me fall out of fashion
 The high's finally crashin' tonight
 Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
 All my demons disguised
 And my faults all reprised
 Find myself in a lover, the thought makes me shudder
 They're just like the others, backtrack and recover
 Now I just can't wait to go hide in my home
 Shut the door, be alone, brace the fall on my own (my own, my own)
 I just can't wait to go sit in my room
 Contemplate all the ways I could die (all the ways I could die)
 Self sabotage is an old friend of mine
 And self-care just isn't worth the time
 Done rearranging my mind for the chase
 Won't let all my ambition go to waste (my ambition go to waste)
 If everything's nothing, then what's left to blame?
 It all changes, and nothing's the same