Endeavor

I saw you swallow the sun, call yourself enlightened
 I felt your breath on my neck and my chest it tightened
 One of me wants to live off the land
 Just leave no trace and make no plans
 One of me wants to be a go getter
 Reach such great heights to be a trendsetter
 Call me out
 Pull me in
 Give me something to hate
 Cut the loss
 Play to win
 But you're struck in my brain
 Take a breath
 Miss a step
 Play this like it's a game
 We never could endeavor
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 Waking up in a dream that resents my nightmare
 Had everything that I need still I couldn't fight fair
 One of me wants the money in hand
 Just hide my face, and take no stand
 One of me wants my head to feel better
 Correct myself, just try and go get her
 Call me out
 Pull me in
 Give me something to hate
 Cut the loss
 Play to win
 But you're struck in my brain
 Take a breath
 Miss a step
 Play this like it's a game
 We never could endeavor
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 I saw you swallow the sun, call yourself enlightened
 I felt your breath on my neck and my chest it tightened
 Call me out
 Pull me in
 Give me something to hate
 Cut the loss
 Play to win
 But you're struck in my brain
 Take a breath
 Miss a step
 Play this like it's a game
 We never could endeavor