BAD DREAM

I found a passion at the age of five
 A burning light inside my soul
 Then with absolutely no warning the spark was snuffed out
 Now I'm lost in the dark
 So now I'm all alone; my best friends are my fear and doubt.
 Crawling on the floor clawing at the walls; trying to find a way out
 Bad dream. Make it stop. Make it stop.
 Bad dream. Let me wake up.
 Slipping into the sorrow inside my mind
 No one sees the chaos behind these eyes
 I'm sinking. Sinking. Just say goodbye.
 Let me go. Let me go. Let me go.
 I'll be fine.
 Let me go. I'll be fine.
 Let me go. I'm not fine.
 I still believe that there's a purpose for my life
 But it's getting harder
 Harder to see it, my vision clouded by the strife
 When something you've take for granted is taken away
 It can bring you to your knees
 I'm sick of being sick
 I'm tired of being tired
 I'm broken and it's breaking me
 Trapped inside my brain with no hope for victory
 Cause every second of my life is plagued by doubt
 I don't think I will ever get out
 It's breaking me
 This curse is never ending
 Slipping into the sorrow inside my mind
 No one sees the chaos behind these eyes
 I'm sinking. Sinking. Just say goodbye.
 Let me go. Let me go. Let me go.
 I'll be fine.
 I'll only get better I'll never get worse
 I'll never get better I'll only get worse
 I'll only get better I'll never get worse
 I'll never get better
 This torture will end, I'll be set free from the curse
 I want to believe the better things that I have heard
 But the voices in my head are screaming these words
 The voices are screaming
 Never better. Only worse.