The Despot

Hope is a lost cause
 My faith isn't real
 I've lost sight in anything
 I once held close to fear
 My minds a mess
 And this pain in my chest is killing me
 I hate that I can't feel security in anything
 And when it comes to me,
 It's ripped out again
 I live for you
 Not for me or for my passions
 I've tried to make a change
 But the world is taking all my chances
 It's taking my courage
 It's taking my pride
 My solid ground is now dirt
 That's been swept to the side
 This isn't me
 My path was straight
 But you came in my life
 And had it your way
 You said "Fuck your passion
 Fuck your skill
 You live like me now
 Forget you ever had free will"
 You'll never get what you've caused
 The shit that fills my mind
 You took my world
 You took my fucking world
 So sick of meeting your every demands
 My body knows what it should do, what it should do
 But I'm so use to this everyday struggle
 This everyday struggle
 This every day struggle to please you
 This isn't me