All I Want Is Everything

We are the good youth
 We deal in dead truth
 We only care about what we can amend
 We paid our own dues
 We slung our own noose
 We wear our hearts upon our sleeves 'til the end
 When I was born and raised
 All I wanted was to feel the pain
 I thought that everyone should feel this way
 So I sacrificed my glory days
 Now I'm here, I'm alive but barely
 I feel so contrived
 A leaning tower of possibilities built up
 On all these lies
 'Cos it ain't worth it, the grass is black
 Will someone please just take me back
 All I want is everything I've always had
 All I want, all I want, all I want, is everything So now I'm finally free to be anything
 I want to be
 I can't make my mind up on which me
 That I really want the world to see
 Because I'm here, I'm alive but briefly
 Blinded by the lights,
 When the flares die out my heart cries out
 Is this all that's inside
 It wasn't worth it, the grass is black
 Will someone please just take me back
 All I want was everything I've always had
 All I want, all I want, all I want, is everything I've lost my faith in what I always thought was everything
 (And the confidence I crave, is all I need now to be saved)
 And the false idols that I fought to be just
 Like were all just bought and so I sing
 (And the life I've always craved is full of
 Crooked little hearts that can't be saved)
 When I was born and raised
 All I wanted was to feel the pain
 We are the good youth
 We deal in dead truth
 We only care about what we can amend
 We paid our own dues
 We slung our own noose
 We wear our hearts upon our sleeves 'til the end