On My Own

I've been living in and out of alcohol for so long now
 That every time I try to wrestle with the truth, I'm lost on how
 I'm a liar and then some, I'm a cheater at best
 I'm sick of this wet noose around my neck
 I'm going forwards, looking back
 On everything I never had
 Under the weight of all the qualities I lack
 And I know it's time to change
 It's time to finally act my age
 Make amends with everyone I pushed away
 Don't leave me on my own
 Until I'm fully grown
 I'm not gonna be the only one
 To reap what I don't sow
 Don't leave me on my own
 I'm difficult I know
 I really need a chance to be someone
 Someone I've never known
 I've been living in and out of my own head for so long
 I can't recall when I let my heart behind the wheel
 I'm a self-righteous hypocrite and I always think I'm right
 But still you're asking me to spend the night
 I'm going forwards, looking back
 On everything I never had
 Under the weight of all the qualities I lack
 And I know it's time to change
 It's time to finally act my age
 Make amends with everyone I cast away
 Don't leave me on my own
 Until I'm fully grown
 I'm not gonna be the only one
 To reap what I don't sow
 Don't leave me on my own
 I'm difficult I know
 But I really need a chance to be someone
 Someone I've never known
 God bless you and good luck
 I can't stop you from giving up
 These things you do are not enough
 To save me
 Don't leave me on my own
 Until I'm fully grown
 I'm not gonna be the only one
 To reap what I don't sow, no
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 Don't leave me on my own
 Until I'm fully grown
 I'm not gonna be the only one
 To reap what I don't sow
 Don't leave me on my own
 I'm difficult I know
 But I really need a chance to be someone
 Someone I've never known
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 Oh no no no, no, no
 Don't leave me on my own
 No, oh no no no, no, no
 Don't leave me on my own