Hard Enough

I don't remember the first time
 But I know I'll never live it down
 Because I fell from the sky
 I let the bullet clip my wings
 And I'm not sure if I'll die
 But I know it's worth a shot
 If I don't make it this time
 I swear I'll give you something better to try
 Stop, remember this time I don't hate the way I love you
 Stop, remember this time I was fake the way I missed you
 Because it's hard enough to be right here
 With a hole inside my rib cage breaking
 It's hard enough to be right here
 With the kids you never wanted watching
 Stop, remember this time I was fake the way I loved you
 Stop, remember this time I just know that I will always miss you
 Because it's hard enough to be eighteen
 When the whole wants to know who's winning
 It's hard enough to be alone
 With the person you are not becoming
 It's hard enough to be alone
 It's hard enough to be together