Thick Skin (Should I Give In)

Calm me down
 I'm not messing around
 I was on my way out
 This place still belongs to me
 We're still young
 And it's not hard to have fun
 But the kids that remain
 Are finding it hard to stay
 But we'll fit in
 Be the cool kids with thick skin
 We'll make it home once again
 I'm putting my head to rest
 I'm so dumb, I'm saying my song's been sung
 Should I give in to everything I'm worth?
 So what on paper we lose our innocence
 Try to forget that, try to forget that
 You weren't the one I was waiting for
 But I'm finding out now, I'm finding out now
 Calm me down
 Or write your last failure song
 Watch me erase everyone
 This failure's a fantasy
 Here's one for my son
 Who couldn't love anyone
 Yeah he's so fucked up and numb
 We're losing control you see
 I'm so sorry
 I'm so fucking sorry
 Should I give in?
 Decisions still haunting me
 We'll stay young
 Or we'll stay fucked up and numb
 I don't feel better
 But I'm not getting worse
 So what on paper we lose our innocence
 Try to forget that, try to forget that
 You weren't the one I was waiting for
 But I'm finding out now, I'm finding out now
 (Stop taking me down to your level
 You've got me praying now. I'll find a safer god)