Trust Issues

I could read you like a book
 How I knew some shit was off
 And I hate how much it took
 With your back against the wall
 I just wonder why you couldn't keep it real through it all
 This shit happened to you once
 Don't you feel in the wrong like
 Really I been hard pressed
 Trynna move along yes
 Locked in with my sorrows
 I don't really got much heart left
 Thought it was in my head
 All the things that I said
 Opened up to you about the past and where I've been
 'Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues
 When it started going wrong I would call on you
 I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
 Now I'm going through a lot and it's all on you
 I ain't finna sugar coat it this the worst I ever felt
 Woulda never guessed the stress you went and put on my bell
 Think it's 2 months straight I was missing every meal
 Working 80 hour weeks gave my all to you but still like
 You gon' do this shit to me when I was Trynna go and build with you
 Bonnie to my Clyde, girl I'd lie and go and steal with you
 Got you living right, I was eating every meal with you
 And with all these reasons still
 I'm wrapped around you trynna heal with you
 And they say the true colors really show when not around
 All that woofing like you love me is it real I'm in the doubt
 Stepping over all my feelings like you threw em on the ground
 Late nights, no texts, got me thinking to myself like
 Really I been hard pressed
 Trynna move along yes
 Locked in with my sorrows
 I don't really got much heart left
 Thought it was in my head
 All the things that I said
 Opened up to you about the past and where I've been
 'Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues
 When it started going wrong I would call on you
 I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
 Now I'm going through a lot and it's all on you
 Now I'm adding to the reasons why I wish I never met her
 Finna need a couple pages if I write em all together
 I been treated like I'm lesser
 How the fuck you think he's better
 How we finna make it back i'm second guessing all my efforts
 And I guess the only way to know is take some time
 Is it weighing on your brain the way it weighs on mine
 I got way too many questions but can't put together lines
 Ain't gon lie to you this whole thing really changed my life
 For the worse or for the better
 I'on really know yet, hard to tell just like the weather
 I be floating in the wind, on the daily like a feather
 Got me ready for what's coming next I'm down to fix whatever oh
 Really I been hard pressed
 Trynna move along yes
 Locked in with my sorrows
 I don't really got much heart left
 Thought it was in my head
 All the things that I said
 Opened up to you about the past and where I've been
 'Cause I got a lotta scars and some trust issues
 When it started going wrong I would call on you
 I was there for you when everyone was lost on you
 Now I'm going through a lot and it's all on you