What I Wanted

Your hands holding down my neck
 Run me around 'til I forget
 Thought I was good, ready and set
 Disappearing truth from everything you said
 I ended up at your old place
 Since you left, nothing's changed
 Just seeing the door to your old room
 Made me feel way worse than I needed it to
 I don't know what I wanted
 I don't know what I wanted
 I don't know what I wanted
 I was too gone when I started
 No one speaks the way you do
 It's the same old shit, nothing new
 Everyone I've been sleeping with is wrong
 Empty under sheets with someone who doesn't belong
 And I feel pressure to get away
 Everyone just settles in this space
 And there's so much more that I could do
 Than fucking around staring down at my dirty shoes
 I don't know what I wanted
 I don't know what I wanted
 I don't know what I wanted
 I was too gone when I started
 I don't know what I wanted
 I don't know what I wanted
 I don't know what I wanted
 I was too gone when I started