i knøw, yøu never really løved me

Understand?
 I'm tellin' you, shit's different
 You gotta trust me
 Please
 I know you had a few options
 But you were so toxic, oh yeah
 But you were my option
 I chose you so often, oh yeah
 And that was my fault
 Oh that was my fault
 Girl it's so hard to fuck you so right
 When I know that you make love to someone else
 Oh-oh oh
 I need help
 I miss when you called me on my cell
 I miss when we were friends and you didn't hold out
 I even miss the long drives to your house
 And I was so close to you
 I was so close to you, oh yeah
 And I was so close to you
 And I was so close to you, oh yeah
 I'm heading for a break out
 A break down
 Oh babe I'm tryna break out
 What you've done
 And oh, I'm so alone now
 Alone now
 I'm always gonna hold you in my heart
 But my chest is hollow now
 My chest is hollow now
 I'm so numb
 Girl, I'm so numb
 Girl I'm so numb
 Put that pussy down a little lower
 I been getting slower
 Down a couple shots
 Luckily I got a bulletproof vest
 But I'm still bruising deep inside my chest
 Love scars, they never fade away
 But I can still try to fade away
 Blacked out off a Black Label
 So I can try to keep all my relations grey
 Every time I fuck I'm tryna kill the pain
 Nestled deep inside my heavy heart
 But every time I know it's not enough
 And I watch her watch as I fall apart
 I was so close to you
 I was so close to you, oh yeah
 I was so close to you
 I was so close to you, oh yeah
 I'm heading for a break out
 A break down
 Oh babe I'm tryna break out
 What you've done
 And oh I'm so alone now
 Alone now
 I'm always gonna hold you in my heart
 But my chest is hollow now
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 So numb, so numb
 So numb, so numb
 So numb, so numb