she was my virginity cømplex

3am throw the drinks down
 When I really need rest
 Fucked up but i'm ok ey
 Never seen her undressed yuh
 No remorse when I rotate
 Rotate rotate never ok
 Girl body like a solvent ey
 For the pain for the, pain yuh
 Baby fuck me cuz I'm all alone
 Girl I tried you on your fucking phone
 One more time before I go to bed
 Oh just fuck me fore I go to bed
 Girl I miss you and your fucking head
 Now I'm wrapped up in my fuckin' head
 Girl you asked if I make love to you
 Oh I do I do I do I do
 Try try try to function
 See me swaying back and forth
 Reaching for your soft skin
 Just to find another girl's breast in my grip
 In the dark and my other hand pressed against her heart Beatin' ey
 You know I miss you when I'm sittin' down here
 With this girl slumped all up in my chest
 Tears streaming down her cheeks
 Fearin' that I didn't love her leaving creases on her heart
 Darker than the stains pressed deep into my sheets, damn
 Then she started poppin' pills
 And I was in my feels so I let her
 Scribbled fake love notes all up in those letters
 Signed with my initials and a "hope you feel better"
 Lookin' like a cigarette burnin through her lungs
 Tongue kissin' on her mouth south travel down her stomach
 I'm in love i'm in love I'm in love it's what i told her
 Chin deep in pussy guilt heavy on my shoulders ey damn
 Coughin' she coughin'
 That pussy poppin
 Girl you keep on talkin
 Oh just let me hop in
 Always fuckin off it
 Put me in a coffin
 Baby girl don't stop it now
 Keep that pussy poppin
 Often often
 Girl this shit is toxic
 But I love the way she move
 I love the way she move
 Way she move
 Way she move
 Way she move
 Fuck what you put me through