Last One Standing Loses

I tried my best at being honest
 But ended up breaking my promise
 I'm a fucking fraud, a mistake
 How can I know just what you're missing
 When my monster never listens?
 Choking on the words you give away
 I know the air's not always clean here
 If you fit in, you disappear
 Your demons or mine tonight?
 I'm tired of saying goodnight
 To best friends I just met
 I know I said I'm fixed, but I'm still beaten
 The crippling melancholy
 Just hasn't killed me yet
 We'll keep on fighting, and I'll keep on trying, until I don't need breath
 I'm sick and bored of being victim
 I'm dying up here, I don't fit in
 Morning blazing sun in my еyes
 You make me feel likе you have got me
 I never felt so fucking lonely
 Bones are screaming for a friend, I need you
 I know the air's not always clean here
 If you fit in, you disappear
 I'm done here, I'm done
 I'm tired of saying goodnight
 To best friends I just met
 I know I said I'm fixed, but I'm still beaten
 The crippling melancholy
 Just hasn't killed me yet
 We'll keep on fighting, and I'll keep on trying, until I don't need breath
 I gave my heart to you, spoiled and unopened
 You took it in, 'cause I was haunted and broken
 I let you down, I wish that I could do better
 I couldn't fix your problems or take the pressure
 Waiting for last call
 Hold on to what was
 Waiting for last call
 When you can't walk
 You just crawl