backwards

Okay, I'm blue in the face, yeah
 As I lie on the floor
 I'm tired, exhausted
 Whatever synonym you'd like to use from the night before
 Ayo, fuck this shit, I'm tired of chasing bitches
 I already wasted too much time I could've used on business
 And I guess I did it in the name of tryna find a missus
 But I'm starting to realize that everybody switches, yeah
 Everybody be switching sides
 Took me too long to recognize that
 I've been living backwards, my life is a disaster
 Priorities are out of whack
 I'm tryna get on track, yeah
 I'm in need of help, can't find it
 Heard pressure makes diamonds
 But I feel like a pebble
 Who isn't worth a dime yet
 Been living backwards, my life is a disaster
 Priorities are out of whack
 I'm tryna get on track, yeah
 I'm in need of help, can't find it
 Heard pressure makes diamonds
 But I feel like a pebble
 Who isn't worth a dime yet
 Every time I go out now
 I get a rush to my head
 Been starting to think
 That maybe the world is better off with me dead
 I ain't living for the right reasons no more
 I'm not as happy as I used to be way before
 This all started, bombarded
 I got fucked over and became cold-hearted
 Wish I never ever changed
 'Cause things won't ever be the same
 Yeah, I've been living backwards, my life is a disaster
 Priorities are out of whack
 I'm tryna get on track, yeah
 I'm in need of help, can't find it
 Heard pressure makes diamonds
 But I feel like a pebble
 Who isn't worth a dime yet
 Been living backwards, my life is a disaster
 Priorities are out of whack
 I'm tryna get on track, yeah
 I'm in need of help, can't find it
 Heard pressure makes diamonds
 But I feel like a pebble
 Who isn't worth a dime yet