Headcase

They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
 No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a head case that's a fact
 I'm such a cynic
 Obsess about my critics
 Stressing bout analytics
 Although numbers are just digits
 Try keeping that perspective
 Sometimes I lose my focus
 When I worry bout what they think
 I get in my emotions
 First off I'm insecure
 Secondly immature
 Naive, unsure
 Mentally miniature
 In my head I overthink
 Thin ice been on the brink
 Thrown everything but the kitchen sink
 I'm willing to try anything
 I'm such a headcase
 Way I carry dead weight
 They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
 No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a headcase that's a fact
 Dead weight keep me down so I left home
 Headed west for the love and some good smoke
 Take a L learn a lesson any day
 This gone keep my ass from getting in the way
 What a fucking use of your time
 Telling me I'm wasting by
 I don't owe you shit
 What I do for this
 You could say it's sick cause me
 I'm such a headcase
 Way I carry dead weight
 They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
 No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a headcase that's a fact
 That's a fact
 That's a fact, get with it yeah
 Learned to live
 Learned to live on with it yeah
 I'm my own worst enemy
 The worst friend to me
 That no one sees
 All this time, by my side
 Like the zodiac
 Whisper lies, cut all ties
 Got the demons back
 No, no, no, no
 Got the demons back
 I'm such a headcase
 Way I carry dead weight
 They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
 No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a headcase that's a fact