In Perfection

This is the beginning of the end
 From this point on and on
 Nothing will ever be the same again
 My life is going it's own way, running it's own race
 I need structure, I need belief
 Now I can't find a single word... speechless
 Now I can't find a single emotion... numb
 How can I get my life back... dead?
 Stranded I am
 Trapped I feel
 Defeated by time
 My mind still stands here
 Twisting, turning and changing it all
 Reforming me into something I don't recall
 I wanna set things straight
 I wanna make things clear
 This is who I am
 This is what I feel
 This is how I die
 Now I can't find a single word... speechless
 Now I can't find a single emotion... numb
 How can I get my life back... dead?