State Unknown

I purify, I cleanse myself through chaos and my soul runs cold
 I purify, I cleanse myself through chaos and my body breaks down
 I sustain, I cleanse myself and I remain but not the same
 Even stronger that it once appeared
 Also weaker I realize
 Electric meanings screamed, all at once, all at me nourishing on my reactions
 Mechanical lies spoken, great great lies told to us, powerless without our trust
 Am I sacred, am I holy, the face I fear is my own
 The doctors words: state unknown
 Incorrect growing, actual birth, speeding up
 Me, myself, my framework collapsed inside
 Under the withering surface there's nothing left to see
 Nothing left to seek, nothing left at all
 So you leave me alone
 Electric meanings screamed, all at once, all at me nourishing on my reactions
 Mechanical lies spoken, great great lies told to us, powerless without our trust
 Am I sacred, am I holy, the face I fear is my own
 The doctors words: state unknown