Branches

It's beginning to feel like the end times
 I think I'll waste away in bed
 'Cause every time I read the news it's armageddon in my head
 I guess I could have just been more compliant
 I could have put faith into these hands
 Instead, I buried them in guilt of things I still don't understand
 And isn't strange to think that there are bones beneath your skin?
 I guess it makes me feel like a more practical invention
 So maybe there's a God, I don't know
 Do you really think he built our bodies whole?
 I have to think that the parts are out there somewhere
 If we only had the guts to leave our homes
 I know I fucking don't
 This is how almost every day ends
 With me figuring everything out
 And every new one begins with the new thing I've found to be sad about
 And I hate the way that I only write sad songs
 I don't get that thrill like I used to
 And I hate these overly romantic depictions of depression
 And I hate that I'm part of that too
 But searching for the will to change anything at all is useless
 It's beginning to feel mostly hopeless
 How long can I wander through these halls?
 Suffocating for a living is now where I see myself at all
 But I can't lie, my comfort has a cost
 And if the world is ending, I might be better off
 I might be better off
 This is how almost every day ends
 With me figuring everything out
 And every new one begins with the new thing I've found to be sad about
 And I hate the way that I only write sad songs
 I don't get that thrill like I used to
 And I hate these overly romantic depictions of depression
 And I hate that I'm part of that too
 But searching for the will to change anything at all makes me sick
 Bury me, maybe I'll grow into something of use to you
 I'll be a tree, I will stand up for once
 And you can hide in my hollows when
 You feel as useless as I have this month
 And you can climb my branches to better days
 I'm starting to grow into something that you can't save
 And you can climb my branches to better days
 I'm starting to grow into something that you can't save
 And you can climb my branches to better days