Sanity for Summer

Gave up my sanity for a summer
 This isn't me, I was always a runner
 Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
 Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
 Things just got dark
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 Long days, like heavy metal hung from clotheslines
 But I'm glad we talked last night
 It's nice to understand it all from both sides
 I'll be honest, I wish you were still here
 I'll admit it's nice to have someone to share in the daily fears
 But I don't like, no, I don't like
 Feeling this close to anyone
 But I don't like, no, I don't like
 Staring at my phone wondering what I did wrong
 But I gave up my sanity for a summer
 This isn't me, I was always a runner
 Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
 Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
 Felt like I couldn't breathe as I laid there
 It's fine with me sleeping next to your short hair
 Tangled with mine, but it felt worth it
 In a dusty garage I tried to look past the surface
 And that I don't like, no, I don't like
 Feeling this close to anyone
 But I don't like, no, I don't like
 Staring at my phone wondering what I did wrong
 But I gave up my sanity for a summer
 This isn't me, I was always a runner
 Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
 Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
 Things just got dark
 Sooner or later, I'm gonna wake up
 And feel like I used all the strength of my heart up
 When I try to act like everything's okay
 And now I just wonder if that drove you away
 When you can't find your footing
 You think that I can't relate
 But there's just so much that we didn't say
 But either way, we both got lost in our
 Long days, like heavy metal hung from clotheslines
 Gave up my sanity for a summer
 This isn't me, I was always a runner
 Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
 Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
 I won't get far
 I won't get far
 Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
 Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
 Things just got dark