But Naw

Its just how it goes
 I guess I should
 Shouldn't have known
 About those lies you told
 It would be best
 Best for us both
 Cause when I think I've grown
 I see I'm still not close
 I'm just a troubled soul
 And it probably shows
 I cant do this
 She makes it hurt
 And it feels bad shit
 This pain feels worse
 I'm selfish
 She knows for sure
 And it's so sad
 So insecure
 But she don't care
 Keeps saying she does
 I don't feel that shit
 Might be because
 I can't see her
 She don't wanna be seen
 And that's okay
 I don't wanna be mean
 But naw
 This ain't really workin for me
 Tryna talk it out but it isn't adding up at all
 It doesn't make since
 Why is she changing? Naw
 Is this how you want it to be
 Bitches getting in our business and they're fucking with me
 And everybody playing games that I won't play
 It's not okay, okay
 And to the people that were coming at me sideways
 I don't give a shit bout what you say
 You blatantly lied
 My mind isn't anxious
 Intuition running round the things that don't make sense
 Should've known when she got them bangs she was changing
 That's my mistake
 They're always the same
 Sorry I'm just talking out my mind it's that fake shit
 Really it's my ego it ain't me tho I ain't say it
 My brain won't behave and I'm constantly pacing
 A lot of wrong moves I was making
 But naw
 This ain't really workin for me
 Tryna talk it out but it isn't adding up at all
 It doesn't make since
 Why is she changing? Naw
 Is this how you want it to be
 Bitches getting in our business and they're fucking with me
 And everybody playing games that I won't play
 Its not okay, okay
 And to the people that were coming at me sideways
 I don't give a shit bout what you say
 I'm sick of getting so down
 I don't know what to figure out
 Sick of running my mouth when she's not making a sound
 Wish I could talk to a friend
 I wish that she was around
 Sick of being in crowds having to cover my frown
 I wish that she even cared
 What am I supposed to do now
 Thought that she would be here when everything went south
 I wish she never said the things that she was lying about
 But Naw