Learned My Lesson (Switched Perspective)

I wish that I could tell you something
 When you're asking why
 But you were yelling you were cussing
 So I put on my disguise
 I'm turning everything to nothing
 I'm keeping everything inside
 Cause you ain't getting what you wanted
 It ain't no tears inside my eyes
 I don't want you to tell me when you're thinking of me
 I get so angry when I'm thinking bout you
 And I don't know why you say you love me
 It really doesn't feel like you do
 I could talk but you never listen
 Just doing what you want to do
 It could be different but it isn't
 It isn't
 It isn't
 Everything feels different, it doesn't mean that I hate you
 Though I think you want me to
 Making decisions I don't think all the way through
 I'm so sorry if they turned you blue
 And if I end up tryna tell u something that ain't true
 I know that ain't too cool
 I just don't want you always overthinking the way that I know you do
 I'm sorry I don't care about you
 See now I'm living without second guessing
 You can always hate me if you have too
 I don't think you'll ever learn your lesson
 You're lesson
 And I don't want you to tell me when you're thinking of me
 I get so angry when I'm thinking bout you
 And I don't know why you say you love me
 It really doesn't feel like you do
 I could talk but u never listened
 Just doing what u wanna do
 It could be different
 But it isn't
 It isn't
 It isn't
 It isn't
 It's not