The Cross I Bear

Well I rise morning and I face the day,
 Safe in the knowledge that I drove you away,
 That's the cross I bear,
 That's the cross I bear...
 There's never moment you're not on my mind,
 How could I ever have been so blind?
 That's the cross I bear,
 That's the cross I bear...
 The cross I bear's not made from wood,
 It's living breathing flesh and blood,
 The consequence of a selfish act,
 It's easy to be wise after the fact...
 If I could lose this aching weight,
 I would stand so tall with back so straight,
 Yeah, that's the cross I bear,
 Yeah, that's the cross I bear...
 The cross I bear is a beast I built,
 From a barrel of lies and a bucket of guilt,
 It's a total waste, it's a terrible thing,
 But it fits me like a crown fits a king...
 So I rise each morning and I face the day,
 Safe in the knowledge that I drove you away,
 That's the cross I bear,
 That's the cross I bear,
 That's the cross I bear,
 That's the cross I bear...