Bloom

Woah, I think I faced that fear
 Wondering how it could ever get that weird
 I need peace and a head so clear
 Stalking my shadow will not erase my tears
 Watching YouTube to distract from my old view
 Running from my past even though it's half the debut
 I can't avoid it, so I do it cuz I have to
 Deep in depression, but I know that I can pull through
 Fuck the new maze
 My mind won't obey
 Need a way day-to-day
 To cut away that inner pain
 I know one thing to try
 But I can't rely on it, on it (yeah yeah yeah)
 Come and bust it down for a real one
 I'll get you back home
 You know I'm the man with the plan
 When I tease those hormones
 I know that the game is won when I get you to moan
 And then when you leave you'll be pleased that you hit up, that you hit up my phone
 Come and bust it down for a real one
 I'll get you back home
 You know I'm the man with the plan
 When I tease those hormones
 I know that the game is won when I get you to moan
 And then when you leave you'll be pleased that you hit up, that you hit up my phone
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 Yeah I wish I could tell my friends
 Why it's been a fuckin' year since I've had music to send
 I need time to perfect this piece
 It doesn't help, what I've been dealt
 This means the world to me
 I've had so much I've been hauling y'all
 Can't do much when I'm fallin' tall
 But I'm doing better so I bet I'll be a better me
 Still under pressure but the weight don't weigh as heavily
 Fuck the new maze
 My mind won't obey
 Need a way day-to-day
 To cut away that inner pain
 I know one thing to try
 But I can't rely on it, on it (yeah yeah yeah)
 Come and bust it down for a real one
 I'll get you back home
 You know I'm the man with the plan
 When I tease those hormones
 I know that the game is won when I get you to moan
 And then when you leave you'll be pleased that you hit up, that you hit up my phone
 Come and bust it down for a real one
 I'll get you back home
 You know I'm the man with the plan
 When I tease those hormones
 I know that the game is won when I get you to moan
 And then when you leave you'll be pleased that you hit up, that you hit up my phone
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 I won't feel this way forever
 (I know that you will, I'll make sure you will)
 Mindful that my mind's so clever
 (Oh no, he's got the pill)
 If I'm to destroy or sever
 (This is not a drill, this is not a drill)
 I must face the fear possessor
 (Lay low, he's come to kill)