Memento Mori

I hate all our memories, our memories
 All I cannot unsee
 Yet, I'm calm out at sea, out at sea
 Still you wish to drown me
 No
 You can't take me down that easy
 Just know I'm not under your press
 Why the fuck you gotta need me?
 I'm glad you left
 Love
 You said you're never gonna hurt me
 (Spit in my eyes)
 You said you're never gonna leave me
 (I'm dead inside)
 You said you're always gonna love me
 (Swallow your pride)
 I hope you hurt to see me living again
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 You snuck up cleverly, cleverly
 Tore my soul at the seam
 I wonder where I'd be, where I'd be
 If I had known the key
 No
 You can't take me down that easy
 Just know I'm not under your press
 Why the fuck you gotta need me?
 I'm glad you left
 Love
 You said you're never gonna hurt me
 (Spit in my eyes)
 You said you're never gonna leave me
 (I'm dead inside)
 You said you're always gonna love me
 (Swallow your pride)
 I hope you hurt to see me living again
 Yeah, a mind so flawed
 Every day the haziness became a full-time job
 People say the disarray is a hopeless cause
 Matter of fact, motherfucker, that's your own façade
 Perception correction will deflect depression
 Take lessons on inner reflection progression
 Then question your drama affected suggestions
 That's where you'll rewire your trauma's inception
 I'm breaking in Bonnie and Clyde style and saving it
 Takin' back the life that I lost calling up my holy script
 I'm missing some sort of signs I'm a driving lunatic
 With a meditational mind, time's all mine to knit the stitch
 Trapped inside my head a year ago, feel like a purgatory
 The bright side is now I don't fight with my memento mori
 All I want in this life is to live and play my tunes
 And the family and friends I'll never let go of too