Terrible Slave

If I could be honest
 Your promises never meant much in my design
 You've got your vocation
 But I've got my mission
 I've got my own vision
 In my own mind
 Did you really believe I would fall for your ploy
 To be traded around like I'm somebody's toy?
 And I'm wary of your lies
 The shameless ambition behind your eyes
 I've seen before
 The dream beyond
 The world behind
 The life you lead
 It could never be mine
 I don't fit in
 I won't behave
 I must admit
 I'm a terrible slave
 Didn't you notice that I'm a man on a mission?
 If I could be honest
 I never did promise to offer you my heart
 You never believed in me
 You simply needed me to be a stand-in
 To play my part
 Didn't I play the part I was destined to play?
 Didn't you lose a game that was lost either way?
 The dream beyond
 The world behind
 The life you lead
 It could never be mine
 I don't fit in
 I won't behave
 I must admit
 I'm a terrible slave
 Didn't you notice that I'm a man on a mission?
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 Waiting
 Hoping
 Grasping
 Groping
 Probing places
 Questions deep in my mind
 The dream beyond
 The world behind
 The life you lead
 It could never be mine
 I don't fit in
 I won't behave
 I must admit
 I'm a terrible slave
 The dream beyond
 The world behind
 The life you lead
 It could never be mine
 I don't fit in
 I won't behave
 I must admit
 I'm a terrible slave
 Is it beyond you to comprehend?
 Are you unable to understand?
 Haven't you recognized I'm a man on a mission?