Forfeit II: Worn Thin

And all I see are flaws
 In the ones I claim to love
 My heart is as cold and dead
 As the eyes watching me from above
 This cruel world emptied me out
 Then buried what was left
 Hollow and broken
 A sinner like the rest
 My body is falling apart
 And my mind is even worse
 I can't keep living this
 My existence is a curse
 God is laughing
 I can hear it in my sleep
 Black spills from these wounds
 He carves so deep
 Trial and tribulations
 Have worn me thin
 No body, just brittle bones
 Crudely wrapped in tattered skin
 And in my head
 Is a voice that says
 I'm a waste of life (I'm a waste of life)
 I'm better off dead
 And in my head
 Is a voice that says
 I'm a waste of life (I'm a waste of life)
 I'm better off dead
 I am a waste of life
 I'm better off dead
 I am a waste of life
 I'm better off dead
 But I'm as dead as I'll ever be
 But I'm as dead as I'll ever be