Desperation

Get out
 I can still taste your skin
 It reeks of all the other lips that kissed it
 Hedonist, with your legs open
 The better to incite a foreign sin with
 Why try
 I'm so broken and sick
 Optimism is a euphemism for delusion
 When all is said and over with
 You're desperate for attention
 Sanity is slowly slipping
 I can't live this way
 I would rather constantly convince myself that I'm alright
 I swallow you down in a bottomless glass
 I can stop when I want, I just want this to last
 Disillusion myself so we don't have a past
 Sew our limbs together so we'll stay attached
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 I'm impressed by your feigned affection
 Insincere repentance
 Ignorant intentions
 But something inside me finds a way to think that you're not wrong
 Our makeshift mends are delicate and we know we don't belong
 I'm still here, against my will, should've folded so long ago
 Deception lies in your lion's teeth that grab me by the throat
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 Words fall off my tongue
 But my mouth stays closed
 And I'll stitch it shut
 So no one knows
 Words fall off my tongue
 But my mouth stays closed
 And I'll stitch it shut
 So no one knows
 Get out
 I can still taste your skin
 It reeks of all the other lips that kissed it
 Hedonist, with your legs open
 The better to incite a foreign sin with
 Why try
 I'm still broken and sick
 Pessimism is the only reasonable conviction
 When all is said and over with, I'm desperate for this fiction
 I'm pathetic
 You're synthetic
 My metathetic rhetoric is cynical and lyrical
 Cyclical and personal
 I'm such a fool for you
 My metathetic rhetoric is cynical and lyrical
 Cyclical and personal
 I'm such a fool for you
 Words fall off my tongue
 But my mouth stays closed
 And I'll stitch it shut
 So no one knows
 Words fall off my tongue
 But my mouth stays closed
 And I'll stitch it shut
 So no one knows
 Words fall off my tongue
 But my mouth stays closed
 And I'll stitch it shut
 So no one knows
 Words fall off my tongue
 But my mouth stays closed
 And I'll stitch it shut
 So no one knows