Slime

Depressed and stressed complex
 With the most problems
 And I won't solve them
 Instead I let them grow, blossom
 Got a whole garden
 And they're all rotten
 Like me
 I feel them all staring
 Glaring
 Wary of me
 So I tear out my hair
 'Til my scalp starts to bleed
 Scared and it's apparent to see
 That I'd do anything just to make them believe
 Slime
 In the back of your throat
 When you gag and you choke
 It's because I'm the
 Slime
 And the black in your lungs
 When the cat got your tongue
 It's because we're all
 Slime
 All the filth in your head
 Words you shouldn't have said
 It's because you're just
 Slime
 Tossing my integrity out the door
 Honesty is left ignored
 Pondered hard and pawned it off so I'd belong to something more
 I'm so alone in my mind
 Bend my spine back 'til my figure aligns
 Hide my tail, tucked between hinds
 Of this stray dog that forgot to bark like
 Guide me to the end of the line
 To stand beside, wide-eyed, with the rest of the blind
 Pride died and the shame just reminds
 To give in and commit suicide tonight
 I feel them all staring
 Glaring
 Wary of me
 So I tear out my hair
 'Til my scalp starts to bleed
 Scared and it's apparent to see
 That I'd do anything just to make them believe
 Even fake and deceive
 I'd rip a limb for the purpose of fitting in
 And force a grin, hold it with some pins, cheek-to-chin
 Sick of resistance
 Unzipping my skin
 Stripped off because it's what makes me different
 My life's not mine and my name isn't either
 My identity and my mind are the people's
 Defined like sheep that need to comply to their equals
 So I might lie at times cause I'm dying to please you