Ignoto Deo

Ignoto Deo
 In the dead hours of night
 sweating verses out of spite
 madness wispers in my ear
 into bitterness I steer
 unknown hatred from within
 Chains of reason wearing thin
 pools of darkness 'fore my eyes.
 smile whilst something in me dies
 Lightning in the air
 time deforming
 Torn in disrepair
 blood is curdling
 doubt and disbelief, it has found me
 bedlam is the key
 Can't conceive it
 Singing at god's cradle
 as he slept (came the) dark fable
 Spill my bile over the furnace
 in my mind, open the gate
 In my eyes...
 See the one shrouded in blankness
 In his mind, beckoning doomsday
 In his eyes...
 Spill my flesh over the furnace.
 What is coming over me?
 Satire of necrology
 lost for pain in all it's glory
 "widdershins" a dying story
 most disturbing of all dreams
 world is rotting at the seams
 tap into the undivided
 dream his face and be ignited
 Seek his eyes and you'll be blinded
 There!
 The root of his anatomy
 the light cannot pierce him at all
 the darkness is broken in him
 follow his unending path
 and lose yourself in the tides of time
 that he has broken to make all anew
 If I gave you sin
 the worst within
 Would you want it?
 Would you take it from me?
 If I gave you love
 come from above
 you would take it
 and then worship till death
 If it were real
 How would I feel?
 Would I worship it
 or turn my back on it?
 For the pain the world can bear is real
 Would you suffer it to there with him?
 Wouldn't it be great if this fancy of mine were true?
 Like so many creeds it simply falls through
 the gods created man...
 and man returned the favor?
 The pain I feel is real
 Where is the one you favor?
 The pain you feel is real
 Who would smite your tormentor?
 The pain I feel is real
 Where is your precious savior?
 The pain we feel is real
 Why won't they hear our prayers?
 If only it were real
 If only I could feel