The Alabaster Corpse

I awoke damning the light and knowing that I'm all alone
 the darkened room's silver light,
 ('tis) a darkness so subtle
 I (can) still see
 The ghosts of all that has passed and come from our one tryst
 The burrow's humid and warm
 but the cold is so deep in my bones
 My naked skin is peeling
 attempting to shed what was once the mark of your scent on my flesh
 Revolting is this feeling
 A haunting I cannot embrace
 nor escape from at all...
 Such emptiness!
 Alone I stand and heaving
 adrift on a sea of inadequate foam
 covering all (and) corroding me
 I can't stand my sight
 I must seek the night
 bury my damned feelings I must kill my illusions,
 I... I hope for burning skies rather than this pain!
 Sanity's such a joke when one is broken!
 Feelings are such a drag,
 a bastard-god's little token!
 I am no one at all!
 Don't bother to know me!
 A soiled mangle of lies...
 I scream but nobody listens!
 Embracing my deepest fears�
 And I' m left with nothing!
 My words are spent in a dream
 for one that doesn't believe them...
 (I'm) raping the love of my once giving soul!
 if only light would not make you blind
 then maybe I could know you!
 if only I could bring down the sky
 and make the seas tempestuous! ...
 I am damned and rotten inside
 this dreadful feeling must die
 A tower of utmost gut wrenching pain
 My exterior is so pale and stale
 eyes so dead no one can tell what I think or feel
 It's all lies!
 See the crafted smiles I can display
 Fooling all, for none can see
 But nobody knows what it's like inside!
 I self-exiled of all human touch
 Estranged from the warmth I had sought
 breaking the heavens and crumbling inside ...
 Who answers for my pain???
 All is done in vain???
 O, I should've run from this place...
 Could not stand your face
 to behold nevermore the defining grace
 O, I plead...
 Cannot (they) see what it brings in me!?
 Let the frost enter my veins for my sense is lost
 Could not face my own gaze as I saw (it) in yours
 Taste my tears!
 Know my pain!
 Nothing is the same!
 Will not once see through my eyes and seek my embrace!
 ...fill this empty space...