Pressure

I'm not the same as before
 I found new paths to expose
 And I'm looking for ways to change 'cause
 I'm feeling different each day
 And new ways, I can't escape
 But I don't understand why I feel pressure
 Don't let me know
 If I'm going insane
 It's just the way I behave
 Need to get back home before my mother calls
 Even if she'll hate me, I won't care at all
 'Cause I'm all alone tryna make sure I don't fail
 I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
 I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
 I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
 Don't do the things that I say
 Just push it to the next day
 But it all starts to pile up, then crumbles
 I look at people and smile an angry smile, 'cause like why
 Can't I get anything done it's not right
 Don't let me know
 If you won't try to help on this path
 I've spent so long in the dark
 And now I'm ready to find the way out
 Need to get back home before my mother calls
 Even if she'll hate me, I won't care at all
 'Cause I'm all alone tryna make sure I don't fail
 I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
 I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
 I spend all my time tryna be somebody else
 And now I'm messed up from all this pressure
 Spend all my time tryna be like someone else
 I'll try to fix it, be my own witness
 But I don't understand how I'm meant to change myself
 I'm not the same as before
 I found new paths to expose
 And I'm looking for ways to change 'cause
 I'm feeling different each day
 And new ways, I can't escape
 But I don't understand why I feel pressure